Thursday, January 19, 2012

i guess i feel naked again

After 9 AM // Day 9
Meditation Time: I don't know

It's the naked feeling I get when I begin something new. 
In this case it didn't begin in the beginning, it began on day 9. 
Hello day 9. 
How uncomfortable you are!
You, in relation to the world. 
Me - in relation to the world, actually.
Why are your eyes going in so many directions akka?

Day 9. 
Is anyone watching? 
Is no one watching? 
What are the watching or the not watching wondering? 
Is it very interesting to be watching and wondering?
Or wondering what you're watching?
Or watching what you're watching?
Or watching what I am wondering about what you are watching? 

I guess I feel naked again

Under all these complicated layers of watching and not watching 
I've been watching myself watch myself watching. 

It feels like someone else is watching. 

But I guess it's just me. Or...? 



Rewind to Day 8
Fast Forward to Day 10


6 comments:

  1. You are absolutely lovely!! <3 Cheers to the naked truth :)

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    1. three cheers!!! and also three more cheers! :)

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  2. Day one and two, I meditated. Now almost day 10. Maybe I'll meditate day 10. Instead of being discouraged

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    1. Only be enCOURAGEd. Also, there are so many ways of counting.... 1, 2, 10, 11. SEE!!! :)

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